{"id":2119,"date":"2009-08-03T07:11:18","date_gmt":"2009-08-03T11:11:18","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.elasticmind.ca\/innerpreneur\/?p=2119"},"modified":"2009-07-30T11:24:00","modified_gmt":"2009-07-30T15:24:00","slug":"taking-our-self-too-seriously","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.elasticmind.ca\/innerpreneur\/index.php\/2009\/08\/03\/taking-our-self-too-seriously\/","title":{"rendered":"Taking Our Self Too Seriously"},"content":{"rendered":"<div class=\"ttr_start\"><\/div><p><a href=\"http:\/\/www.flickr.com\/photos\/rosengrant\/3692446727\/\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" class=\"alignnone frame size-full wp-image-14\" title=\"silly\" src=\"http:\/\/www.elasticmind.ca\/innerpreneur\/wp-content\/uploads\/2009\/07\/silly1.jpg\" alt=\"silly\" width=\"458\" height=\"129\" \/><\/a><\/p>\n<p>I am so guilty of it. I convince myself that certain things matter when they don&#8217;t. I put intense pressure on myself for minute tasks.<\/p>\n<p>I write this blog for free. I have no editors to answer to and no one relying on me to produce. But the day I got my first subscriber &#8211; and each day that has proceeded that &#8211; I&#8217;ve felt that I have <em>you<\/em> relying on me. You took the step to subscribe or revisit and I feel that it&#8217;s my duty to create value for you.<\/p>\n<h3>That&#8217;s where the trouble begins<\/h3>\n<p>I&#8217;ve now created unnecessary pressure on myself. I&#8217;ve now created a scenario where I feel that I owe you something. I&#8217;ve replaced writing for pleasure with writing under duress.<\/p>\n<p>But there I go taking myself too seriously, thinking that of the 10&#8217;s, 100&#8217;s, 1000&#8217;s of blogs you read that you are waiting there, with bated breathe, for my next musing. I know, get real.<\/p>\n<p>I love my readers but for god&#8217;s sakes, I write for me and I need to remember that. No one cares as much as I do.<\/p>\n<p>But I wonder, why do we elevate our own importance? What does it do for our Self?<\/p>\n<p><em>photo credit: <a title=\"Link to B Rosen's photostream\" rel=\"dc:creator cc:attributionURL\" href=\"http:\/\/www.flickr.com\/photos\/rosengrant\/\">B Rosen<\/a><\/em><\/p>\n<div class=\"ttr_end\"><\/div>","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p><a href=\"http:\/\/www.flickr.com\/photos\/rosengrant\/3692446727\/\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" class=\"alignnone frame size-full wp-image-14\" title=\"silly\" src=\"http:\/\/www.elasticmind.ca\/innerpreneur\/wp-content\/uploads\/2009\/07\/silly1.jpg\" alt=\"silly\" width=\"458\" height=\"129\" \/><\/a><\/p>\n<p>I am so guilty of it. I convince myself that certain things matter when they don&#8217;t. I put intense pressure on myself for minute tasks.<\/p>\n<p>I write this blog for free. I have no editors to answer to and no one relying on me to produce. But the day I got my first subscriber &#8211; and each day that has proceeded that &#8211; I&#8217;ve felt that I have <em>you<\/em> relying on me. You took the step to subscribe or revisit and I feel that it&#8217;s my duty to create value for you.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_et_pb_use_builder":"","_et_pb_old_content":"","_et_gb_content_width":"","footnotes":""},"categories":[5],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-2119","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-my-journey-whats-on-my-mind"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.elasticmind.ca\/innerpreneur\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/2119","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.elasticmind.ca\/innerpreneur\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.elasticmind.ca\/innerpreneur\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.elasticmind.ca\/innerpreneur\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.elasticmind.ca\/innerpreneur\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=2119"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/www.elasticmind.ca\/innerpreneur\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/2119\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.elasticmind.ca\/innerpreneur\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=2119"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.elasticmind.ca\/innerpreneur\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=2119"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.elasticmind.ca\/innerpreneur\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=2119"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}