Beyond All the Negativity or Love For My Video!
I've learned something about myself. I have performance anxiety. It cripples me. It makes me freeze. When it envelopes me, it blocks me from seeing the whole. It's hard to see out of it. All I can see is through it. I've had it since childhood, but before now, I hadn't seen it for what it was. Even thought she's been right beside me for so long.