1 post from day 14/09/2011

Beyond All the Negativity or Love For My Video!

Business Growth Summit I've learned something about myself. I have performance anxiety. It cripples me. It makes me freeze. When it envelopes me, it blocks me from seeing the whole. It's hard to see out of it. All I can see is through it. I've had it since childhood, but before now, I hadn't seen it for what it was. Even thought she's been right beside me for so long.

Here She Goes Again

My negativity, the voice in my head, she is ANXIETY. FEAR. JUDGEMENT. over what I am. Before I thought she was helpful, saving me from my own embarrassment. But now I see that she acts better than me, in attempt to keep me down. She needs to feel better than all the shit I create.

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